Dawn of Freedom

I wanna scream
scream
scream my lungs out

For there's no joy
more than ever
than to just feel free to do anything
anything you want
anything at all, really...

Don't let yourself down
Don't judge yourself
just let yourself go

so go, go, go
Go scream your heart out!
Cry your soul out!

Come come come everybody!
Join me

Let's go for a ride
out to nowhere
to scream our lungs out!

Words

It's just amazing how words can be manipulated.

If a word alone can be interpreted/applied and/or capable of being interpreted/applied to one distinctive meaning, would it make our lives easier?

Words can mean different things, depending on the context in which they were used.

Words alone can be misconstrued by different persons, depending on their state of mind.

Words expressed are capable of being deceptive at times, especially when you choose to be misled by it.

Weather changes Moods

Does your mood swing when the weather changes?

Well it does, to me. At least today, it succeeded.

With the pile of books in front of me, with the rain pouring right outside this window,
coupled with the not so forgiving cold wind blow outside. It managed to get to me, somehow. Or it could be Jeff Buckley's haunting voice which had managed to make me feel a lil offbeat.

Oh yes, it'll be nice to just chill by the fireplace at this moment, with a glass of wine and also probably your best pal, to rant about nothing or everything. To have your warm furry pet cuddling by you. Mmmmm... It's a nice feeling.

Oh yes, weather changes moods, only when you let yourself to.

A pointless lament

I've learnt that one can never get used to sitting for exams. No matter how well trained, how prepared you are! Sitting in a quiet exam hall, writing legal arguments that possibly make less and less sense as, the clock ticks away. Seriously. Why do we (law students) subject ourselves to such mental and physical torture??

Three down, one more to go!

I hope the last one will be better.

it takes two

Hell yes!
but when you feel like you are doing it alone
it probably is true

so wake up
and walk away

it might be healthier that way

When in Doubt

I hate it when there's too many "what-ifs" in my life. I guess it's something most of us despise.

Not knowing what the future lies is like walking in the dark, not able to find a way out of a dark, dark room.

To prepare yourself for a what-if situation, you could perhaps try a few methods. One of which is a method I learnt from a basic programming class. The if-then-else method. It usually works out to be a more "stable" approach in life. But hey, life is full of uncertainties. This could only give you some sort of a comfort, guidance or should I say, false hope?

I'm going through a series of unknowns at the moment. I thought I had a rough time last year. I thought I had the worst year in in 97. But hey, this year is just as rocky! I'll get through it, I know! ;)

Now... back to my boring law notes.

1:08

It's one of those nights again
Can't sleep, can't think, can't reason it out
If only things were easier

It's one of those moments again
Can't say, can't shout, can't pin point it out
If only things were clearer

It's one of those feelings again
Can't smile, can't cry, just can't get it out
Maybe it'll be over

Soon we'll see
Just let yourself be
As it always have been
You will be free